Contextual Analysis of "dearest friend" in Lyrics

goodbye to you

adios

i don't know how to say this

jenny

that all is meant to be

it's not the end. our time is short

we

are having dinner without you

but even sleeping

we'll be blowing

that haunts me still

how have i done this to you again

seems like forever you've been feeding me these nightmares

just to be the one that saves me when i scream

blessed jesus

forbid that we by sinning

i won't flourish the shit

and i will protect you

i'm breathing in to counts of ten

i watched you grow as you watched me bend

his voice who ruled them while he dwelt below

and all is darkened in the vale of tears

i went through hell and back again

but she will go to heaven