Contextual Analysis of "fell apart" in Lyrics

no we'll never ever learn

but got back up again

Oh, baby, oh, baby

Oh, baby, oh, baby

now i see that you're alone

and i can see that we're near the end

'cause you're all that held me together

and baby i can't get me back together

thinking how'd it get this hard?

i swear i nearly fell apart yeah

You're torn apart your dumb mistake

Bled of all you had to lose

i love you since the day

now everything is coming undone

somewhere it all went wrong

and you aint got the heart

stumbling

i fell apart

i wasn't made of sand

clay crumbled in my hands

oh but i love you even still even now

even still even now

into the sacred beat

and pieces were banged against the bend

leading me back

it's sinking in my head

i wish everything could be just like before

how can i move on to what tomorrow brings

start

it all fell apart

start

longing for a night time to bring back my youth

you ask why

she's one beautiful rose in a thorn field