i hate myself for losing you

i woke up today

woke up wide awake

in an empty bed

staring at an empty room

i have myself to blame

for the state i'm in today

and now dying

doesn't seem so cruel

and oh

i don't know what to say

and i don't know anyway

anymore

i hate myself for losing you

i'm seeing it all so clear

i hate myself for losing you

what do you do when you look in the mirror

and staring at you is why he's not here?

you got what you deserved

hope you're happy now

'cause everytime i think of her with you

it's killing me

inside

and

now i dread each day

knowing that i can't be saved

from the loneliness

of living without you

and

oh

i don't know what to do

not sure that i'll pull through

i wish you knew

i hate myself for losing you

i'm seeing it all so clear

i hate myself for losing you

what do you do when you look in the mirror

and staring at you is why he's not here?

i hate myself for losing you

and oh

i don't know what to do

not sure that i'll pull through

i wish you knew

and oh

i don't know what to say

and i don't know anyway

anymore

no

no

i hate myself for losing you

i'm seeing it all so clear

i hate myself for losing you

what do you do when you look in the mirror

and staring at you is why he's not here?

what do you say when everything you said

is the reason why he left you in the end?

how do you cry when every tear you shed

won't ever bring him back again?

i hate myself for loving you